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Saturday, January 31, 2009
date wit mom ; 3:58 PM


yesterday had a date wit mom.hahahs,serious!
in the morning at 9am,followed mom to her religious class.end arnd 1130.
then we head down to cwp for lunch.so,i treat mom at swensons cz she wants to.
after lunch,we went home..rest for awhile cz we planned to go geylang arnd 3pm.hidhir n haikal don't want to follow us cz they are too tired after cmg bck frm sch.so,onli me n mom going.
seriously,i prefer to go out wit my mom/family rather than my frens.i dun care if people want to say im a family girl.for me,"keluargaku;syurgaku'.n it is prerogative for us to spend most of our time wit family.ryte?furthermore mom and i are more like bestfren type rather than mother-daughter when we go out together.
easy said,my family very united.except my dad ;obviously.
first stopped..went to 'shadira' first at tkc to buy our cream.then went to first lady n mom bought herself a blouse.
n by that point of time our stomach start to play heavy metal music alr.hahahs.hungry!!
then i told my mom why not we eat at hjh maimunah.mom is fine wit it n she said it will be her treat.
then walk around aero furnishing to see the furnitures.took train home and its onli 915.so,went to metro n courts at cwp.
after seeing all these furnitures,mom n i kinda hv a rough idea on how we want to decorate our hse.cant wait to move hse.here are some of yesterday pic  :))





-the 'sambal ledan' sedap seh.real sedap!!!
credits to hjh maimunah.


Thursday, January 29, 2009
; 7:16 PM

finally...went for a run today.seriously,it has been ages since i last run.
prolly the last time are ryte b4 puasa n that point of time i was taking part in the nike humanrace.i need to run coz i need to start to clock my time n my pace.
i plan that this year,i must ATLEAST go 2 marathons.last year,joined 2 alr..so,y not make it a very year event.
at the very least,i enjoy doing it.and zulfadhli and i plan to go marathon together.now i got someone to go with :)

today stayed at home n helped mom with the remaining stuff that needs to be packed.
suddenly,zulfadhli called me arnd 545pm n he asked me out.so random of him.i thought aftr he's attached,he got no time for me.
but im wronged.what i like about zulfadhli is that eventhough i just got to know him early this month,i feel that he's a nice guy.
really nice person to be friends with.furthermore,we got the same interest that is to go marathon..n his family backgrnd,
kinda same too.so,we share alot in common.but u know,since he just got attached recently,i try not to meet him that often 
coz i dont want his gf get the misconception.not nice of me if i go out wit him alone.
but whatever it is zul,next tym when im realli free..we cn hang out again.maybe go for a lunch/dinner again like that tym.
n im sorry coz im unable to meet u today.


Wednesday, January 28, 2009
; 8:04 PM

firstly,sry for not updating my post for almost 1 week.bz with packing all the stuff as im moving out soon n i just recover from fever.

last 2 days,went along hse for fun.stayed there till 10 n when we are about to leave,her cucu wana sleepover my hse.so,the 3 of them followed us home.as usual,those kids beg me to bring them to the swimming pool tmr morning.though i still feel weak,i promised them that i will bring.told them that we are going around 10am but when i woke up at 830 am next morning.all of them woke up alr.so semangat!mom never followed us,coz she's too tired.head down to macd 1st for a quick breakfast.N, imagine this..me bringing 5 of them to the swimming complex.

then in the afternoon,went to atok's hse.coz along were there to.stayed there till isyak before we went to giant,imm.finally,the place are not packed by humans!!

here are some of the pics,


-hidhir not in the picture.














Tuesday, January 27, 2009
another one bites the dust ; 2:17 PM


the flu. 
it got me.
as did the sore throat
and the running nose
and the feverish sensation that wouldn’t go away
.


ps.exactly 1 month left!!  woohoo  :)


Monday, January 19, 2009
; 11:40 PM

Can you not see this pain i have inside
For so long It had to hide

Pain surrounds me day by day
It just doesn't seem to go away

Pain that comes and pain that goes
Pain that keeps you on your toes

There is pain in my heart
And it seems to never part

Pain stuffed inside of me
Cant let anyone near me

Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

It seems that nobody cares
still yet to bare

I cant take this pain anymore
I just want to walk out the door

-all i want you to know that no matter what happens i still love you,
n im not siding anyone... but u got to trust me.
i really want the best for my family..
afterall,which children bear to see their parents go on separate ways...??
n it really hurts my feelings when you always start accusing me.why me??



Saturday, January 17, 2009
can i be more than what i am now? ; 2:35 PM

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?”

- Marianne Williamson

 

All of us have fears.

What do we do with our fears?

Do we allow it to manipulate us?

Do we flee from it and let it continue to haunt us?

Or do we face up to it and give our best shot?

So far, my way of handling is to stand up to it.

No matter how badly hurt I know that I may be, I will still want to face up to it.

It is the only way to be free of these shackles of uncertainty, of the deep unknown, of the deep-seated self doubts.

Can I really succeed in life?

It is this uncertainty that drives me to take on this challenge.

Can I be more than what I am now?



Monday, January 12, 2009
HAVE YOU? ; 11:28 PM

What is the underlying unease that fills us up whenever we are bored or in a state of doing nothing?

What is the gnawing feeling that I know I can do better than what I am doing now?

What is this sense of lack of fulfillment in spite of all the achievements I have received?

Have you ever wondered?

Have you ever wanted to find out more about yourself?

Have you ever thought that there is a part of you awaiting to be uncovered?

The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials.



Sunday, January 11, 2009
FACES IN LIFE ; 3:53 PM

I have often wondered what stories hold behind each faces that we meet.

 

The cashier at the 7-11 store handling my change, the cleaner at your school, the students waiting at the pedestrian crossing as we wait for the traffic light to change its signaling, the working class professionals waiting in the taxi queue as I ambled along beside them.

 

I guess each has his/her own stories to tell.

 

Stories of struggle, pain, loneliness, moments of joy, bliss and happiness.

 

And as I stood in front of the row of infants in the nursery, basking in the quiet joy of watching the newest addition to the family, I know that for every page of happiness, joy, felicity that she writes, moments of anger, disappointments, frustration and pain would follow through in her growing years.

 

Just like the cycle of life that comes in phases

 

Birth, Old Age, Sickness and Death

 

All inextricably linked

 

We cannot ride the bicycle of life for others” - my wise teacher says

 

Some lessons may take us a lifetime to learn while others may take more than a lifetime to pick up.

 

And all we can do is to observe and revel in the brief escapades of happiness and know that this is only a moment just like the temporal pain that we feel in our heart.

 

Only the truly enlightened ones will recognise that all emotions are but energy, and that all emotions are the same…until enlightenment is reached, we would still be riding the bicycle of dukkha.



Saturday, January 10, 2009
1 word..."AWARENESS" ; 10:35 PM

A life’s journey begins with awareness

We cannot see infra red, gamma rays, ultraviolet rays yet we know that they exist.

Could thought be one of the frequencies that exist, just that we cannot see it or have a means to measure it yet?

Is there really a difference between the living and non living things, between human, animals and plants; when all are nothing more than protons and electrons coming together?

What is reality?

But a figment of what we choose to see at this moment in time and all that exists before is a mixture of probabilities.

What does it all mean?

It means to be aware of the impact and effect that our thoughts and words can bring.

When the time comes, more sense will we make out of this world and our place in the universe.



QOUTES :) ; 8:02 PM




I found some worthy quotes, and would like to share it with you:

The desire to improve must come from within, not because your team is pushing you - Nancy Coulter-Parker, an avid outdoor athlete for more than 20 years. She is also managing editor of WomanOutdoors.com

This quote really reminds me about my trip to ANNAPURNA BASE CAMP last year. This is one binding principle that our team adhere to. We need to be self-motivated and be self-reliant.  Set expectation on yourself and not on others.

To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe - Anatole France, Writer, critic, one of the major figures of French literature in the late 19th and early 20th centuries, who was awarded the Nobel Prize of Literature in 1921.       

Yes, believe in yourself, because …

Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right - Henry Ford, the American founder of the Ford Motor Company.





yours truly
NAME:NUR SAKINAH

DOB:27 FEB 1991



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Saturday, January 31, 2009
date wit mom ; 3:58 PM


yesterday had a date wit mom.hahahs,serious!
in the morning at 9am,followed mom to her religious class.end arnd 1130.
then we head down to cwp for lunch.so,i treat mom at swensons cz she wants to.
after lunch,we went home..rest for awhile cz we planned to go geylang arnd 3pm.hidhir n haikal don't want to follow us cz they are too tired after cmg bck frm sch.so,onli me n mom going.
seriously,i prefer to go out wit my mom/family rather than my frens.i dun care if people want to say im a family girl.for me,"keluargaku;syurgaku'.n it is prerogative for us to spend most of our time wit family.ryte?furthermore mom and i are more like bestfren type rather than mother-daughter when we go out together.
easy said,my family very united.except my dad ;obviously.
first stopped..went to 'shadira' first at tkc to buy our cream.then went to first lady n mom bought herself a blouse.
n by that point of time our stomach start to play heavy metal music alr.hahahs.hungry!!
then i told my mom why not we eat at hjh maimunah.mom is fine wit it n she said it will be her treat.
then walk around aero furnishing to see the furnitures.took train home and its onli 915.so,went to metro n courts at cwp.
after seeing all these furnitures,mom n i kinda hv a rough idea on how we want to decorate our hse.cant wait to move hse.here are some of yesterday pic  :))





-the 'sambal ledan' sedap seh.real sedap!!!
credits to hjh maimunah.


Thursday, January 29, 2009
; 7:16 PM

finally...went for a run today.seriously,it has been ages since i last run.
prolly the last time are ryte b4 puasa n that point of time i was taking part in the nike humanrace.i need to run coz i need to start to clock my time n my pace.
i plan that this year,i must ATLEAST go 2 marathons.last year,joined 2 alr..so,y not make it a very year event.
at the very least,i enjoy doing it.and zulfadhli and i plan to go marathon together.now i got someone to go with :)

today stayed at home n helped mom with the remaining stuff that needs to be packed.
suddenly,zulfadhli called me arnd 545pm n he asked me out.so random of him.i thought aftr he's attached,he got no time for me.
but im wronged.what i like about zulfadhli is that eventhough i just got to know him early this month,i feel that he's a nice guy.
really nice person to be friends with.furthermore,we got the same interest that is to go marathon..n his family backgrnd,
kinda same too.so,we share alot in common.but u know,since he just got attached recently,i try not to meet him that often 
coz i dont want his gf get the misconception.not nice of me if i go out wit him alone.
but whatever it is zul,next tym when im realli free..we cn hang out again.maybe go for a lunch/dinner again like that tym.
n im sorry coz im unable to meet u today.


Wednesday, January 28, 2009
; 8:04 PM

firstly,sry for not updating my post for almost 1 week.bz with packing all the stuff as im moving out soon n i just recover from fever.

last 2 days,went along hse for fun.stayed there till 10 n when we are about to leave,her cucu wana sleepover my hse.so,the 3 of them followed us home.as usual,those kids beg me to bring them to the swimming pool tmr morning.though i still feel weak,i promised them that i will bring.told them that we are going around 10am but when i woke up at 830 am next morning.all of them woke up alr.so semangat!mom never followed us,coz she's too tired.head down to macd 1st for a quick breakfast.N, imagine this..me bringing 5 of them to the swimming complex.

then in the afternoon,went to atok's hse.coz along were there to.stayed there till isyak before we went to giant,imm.finally,the place are not packed by humans!!

here are some of the pics,


-hidhir not in the picture.














Tuesday, January 27, 2009
another one bites the dust ; 2:17 PM


the flu. 
it got me.
as did the sore throat
and the running nose
and the feverish sensation that wouldn’t go away
.


ps.exactly 1 month left!!  woohoo  :)


Monday, January 19, 2009
; 11:40 PM

Can you not see this pain i have inside
For so long It had to hide

Pain surrounds me day by day
It just doesn't seem to go away

Pain that comes and pain that goes
Pain that keeps you on your toes

There is pain in my heart
And it seems to never part

Pain stuffed inside of me
Cant let anyone near me

Can't let anyone see the real me
Can't let anyone even hug me

It seems that nobody cares
still yet to bare

I cant take this pain anymore
I just want to walk out the door

-all i want you to know that no matter what happens i still love you,
n im not siding anyone... but u got to trust me.
i really want the best for my family..
afterall,which children bear to see their parents go on separate ways...??
n it really hurts my feelings when you always start accusing me.why me??



Saturday, January 17, 2009
can i be more than what i am now? ; 2:35 PM

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be?”

- Marianne Williamson

 

All of us have fears.

What do we do with our fears?

Do we allow it to manipulate us?

Do we flee from it and let it continue to haunt us?

Or do we face up to it and give our best shot?

So far, my way of handling is to stand up to it.

No matter how badly hurt I know that I may be, I will still want to face up to it.

It is the only way to be free of these shackles of uncertainty, of the deep unknown, of the deep-seated self doubts.

Can I really succeed in life?

It is this uncertainty that drives me to take on this challenge.

Can I be more than what I am now?



Monday, January 12, 2009
HAVE YOU? ; 11:28 PM

What is the underlying unease that fills us up whenever we are bored or in a state of doing nothing?

What is the gnawing feeling that I know I can do better than what I am doing now?

What is this sense of lack of fulfillment in spite of all the achievements I have received?

Have you ever wondered?

Have you ever wanted to find out more about yourself?

Have you ever thought that there is a part of you awaiting to be uncovered?

The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials.



Sunday, January 11, 2009
FACES IN LIFE ; 3:53 PM

I have often wondered what stories hold behind each faces that we meet.

 

The cashier at the 7-11 store handling my change, the cleaner at your school, the students waiting at the pedestrian crossing as we wait for the traffic light to change its signaling, the working class professionals waiting in the taxi queue as I ambled along beside them.

 

I guess each has his/her own stories to tell.

 

Stories of struggle, pain, loneliness, moments of joy, bliss and happiness.

 

And as I stood in front of the row of infants in the nursery, basking in the quiet joy of watching the newest addition to the family, I know that for every page of happiness, joy, felicity that she writes, moments of anger, disappointments, frustration and pain would follow through in her growing years.

 

Just like the cycle of life that comes in phases

 

Birth, Old Age, Sickness and Death

 

All inextricably linked

 

We cannot ride the bicycle of life for others” - my wise teacher says

 

Some lessons may take us a lifetime to learn while others may take more than a lifetime to pick up.

 

And all we can do is to observe and revel in the brief escapades of happiness and know that this is only a moment just like the temporal pain that we feel in our heart.

 

Only the truly enlightened ones will recognise that all emotions are but energy, and that all emotions are the same…until enlightenment is reached, we would still be riding the bicycle of dukkha.



Saturday, January 10, 2009
1 word..."AWARENESS" ; 10:35 PM

A life’s journey begins with awareness

We cannot see infra red, gamma rays, ultraviolet rays yet we know that they exist.

Could thought be one of the frequencies that exist, just that we cannot see it or have a means to measure it yet?

Is there really a difference between the living and non living things, between human, animals and plants; when all are nothing more than protons and electrons coming together?

What is reality?

But a figment of what we choose to see at this moment in time and all that exists before is a mixture of probabilities.

What does it all mean?

It means to be aware of the impact and effect that our thoughts and words can bring.

When the time comes, more sense will we make out of this world and our place in the universe.



QOUTES :) ; 8:02 PM




I found some worthy quotes, and would like to share it with you:

The desire to improve must come from within, not because your team is pushing you - Nancy Coulter-Parker, an avid outdoor athlete for more than 20 years. She is also managing editor of WomanOutdoors.com

This quote really reminds me about my trip to ANNAPURNA BASE CAMP last year. This is one binding principle that our team adhere to. We need to be self-motivated and be self-reliant.  Set expectation on yourself and not on others.

To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe - Anatole France, Writer, critic, one of the major figures of French literature in the late 19th and early 20th centuries, who was awarded the Nobel Prize of Literature in 1921.       

Yes, believe in yourself, because …

Whether you think you can or think you can’t, you’re right - Henry Ford, the American founder of the Ford Motor Company.





yours truly
NAME:NUR SAKINAH

DOB:27 FEB 1991

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chat
Tagboard here. .

THE COLOURS
link here. Let the colours connect.

azri
emilyza
ezma
farah(cuz)
hidayat
izzdin
kak azie(cuz)
kak iena
kak nora(cuz)
lyeanna
ms sharifah(chr)
radiah
shaiful
siti(cuz)

extra

kak liza boutique
studiofrost
nurulaini
n2boutique
soda gembira
fashionloot
FABULOUS-ly
don't forget
Your archives; The unsaturated past.

January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
August 2009
October 2009
January 2010
February 2010
April 2010
November 2010

thank you
Your credits. Thank the colours in your life.

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